Life
Nobody ever said life was easy. True it’s not that hard and at times I know I take what I’ve been given for granted. I am living a blessed life every day and I thank God for all that he has shown me. I have a wonderful bf and a beautiful little baby girl. They really do make my world go round. Then why at times do I feel sad and depressed over where I am today. I don’t regret my past or my present. I am a changed woman and I have so much to learn as I get older. So many different emotions I feel every day. Hopeful, happiness, joy. But with the positive feelings so comes the bad. At times I feel sad and disappointed. I can’t help but feel lost sometimes. And there’s the feeling of neglect too. I don’t mind taking care of my little family. I love being a mommy and gf. But who takes care of me? My bf is a wonderful provider for me and our daughter. And I can’t be thankful enough for having such a loving and understanding partner in life. I guess I’m just looking for the romance again. I love my life. I wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world. Damn these post pregnancy hormones. I can’t wait til I start feeling like myself again. God is good.
